Yiena Ali.

Thursday, May 22, 2008 Y 8:18 PM

Izzah told me to listen to this one song. It somehow occurs to me of where I am now :S I have listened to it and yes, it does. I kept listening to this song over and over again. I will just post the lyrics here. Friends, you'll understand. :')

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do,

I've been stressing to fall back in love with you,

I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through,

But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe,

You've been wonderful in all that you can be,

But it hurts when you say that you understand me,

So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I.

I wanted you to be there when I fall,

I wanted you to see me through it allI ,

wanted you to be the one I loved,

I wanted you, I wanted youI wanted you to hold me in my sleep,

I wanted you to show me what I need,

I wanted you to know just how down deep,

I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door,

Trying to take us back to where we were before,

But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore,

'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now,

We've been walking around in circles for some time,

And I think we should head for the finish line,

So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall,

I wanted you to see me through it all,

I wanted you to be the one I loved,

I wanted you, I wanted youI wanted you to hold me in my sleep,

I wanted you to show me what I need,

I wanted you to know just how down deep,

I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby,

But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave,

But I, I'll always remember how we came close...

to being how I wanted to be,

I wanted you babyI wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall,

I wanted you to see me through it all,

I wanted you to be the one I loved,

I wanted you, I wanted youI wanted you to hold me in my sleep,

I wanted you to show me what I need,

I wanted you to know just how down deep,

I wanted you, I wanted you

This song is by Ina - I wanted you.

It's a realy nice song. :)

Six more days to go until my ass is in Sutera Harbour. ohh! I can't wait! I know it's just Sabah, but oh.... the hotel is just ama-za-zing! I'll be leaving on thursday, which is next week, in the morning. flight is at 8am. so i have to wake up early and I won't be going to school. haha.

i'm out.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 Y 1:50 AM

My exam started on the 8th of May and will end at 19th of May. I had my Economics paper 2 and IRK paper 2, which wasn't so good =/ my economics is always a mess and my IRK, as usual nothing what I have read.

I can't wait for my exam to be over and I can't wait for 29th, i'm going to Kota Kinabalu on that day and will be staying at Sutera Harbour. wheeee. relax, relax and relax. :D

I know it's wrong, but I miss him.

It's been few months now, almost 5 months actually, I haven't talk to him and never will I. I know that there's an obvious fact that I should, I really should move on. To be honest, I have. but I never really stop loving him? I wish I have stopped. Oh and to tell how much I miss him can never really tell.

ohhh, he has the life of his own now, without me. :( and I am here, missing him stupidly. what does that give me? Soon, there will be a little kid, with his hold. *sigh.

Belle's party coming soon, eyeteaserz performing! wheeee. :D

Y 1:50 AM

Thursday, May 1, 2008 Y 8:02 AM

on the 13th of April'08, Burung Pingai had a sports day for the Burung Pingai people. They only had Netball and Futsal tournament, which ofcourse I joined the netball tournament with my family. Surprisingly, we won! :D Ahmad Warriors, that is. It was a really great fun day yet hot. I got to meet few of my long-lost cousins and friends and I also got to meet my cousins and spent the whole day with them. It was great fun. I wish father could have been there to watch her two daughters play, me and sister. He knew how keen I am towards netball, he supported me. Alhamdulillah, mother was there.. she supported a lot now lately. Thank you mother. I love you.

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I have been busy now lately. I know, I know.. I have been excusing this. Really, I just don't have the time. It's not my fault for not updating and not blogging. heee.

Just wish me a very best of luck for my O'level. That's all what I can concetrate for now. Get those great scores and go to a higher level of education, Insya Allah. :)

How I miss my circles. ehhhhhhhh, you people know who you are. :( My blog is a mess, a total mess. I'll clean it up, by clean I mean, fix it up when I have the precious time.

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