well, i have nothing much to say about. but, i did got sick today; fever. my nose kept running and it's uncomfortable. i'm having headaches and i look pale. i can't revise much, 'cause of this headaches. my sight are not doing so well; i can't see things clearly. i'm feeling so cold yet i'm still using my shorts. i have more papers to go. my sickness came on my best week *sarcaism*. pfffft. i hate this.

tomorrow, i'll be having Economics, which i hate! well, i don't like. hate is so over-rated. it's not that i hate economics. i like them. but, i have problems with the teacher. i hate you! seriously, i do. i tried to go with your studies, but you ruined it! and you blamed me for being stupid in it. no, it's not. it's you. if it was me, then, why does my students mates had the same grades as i did? see, it's you. they don't have a thing with you, well i do. you started it! it was just a fucking phone and you made a big deal out of it. i'll be giving my best shot for tomorrow. so, respect what i'll be answering. cause, after all this time.. i wrote like 1oo words of an essay and i've only been given 6 out of 30 marks for it. what the hell? yes, i'm making this a big deal because, she, the so called "teacher" treats me like i'm a nobody! hey, i'm a student who's here, who wants to learn. economics is my kinda subject but ughhh you effing ruined it! :(

Eyeteaserz had been asked to perform this late november. at the orchid garden. i think, eyeteaserz will perform, most of us said okay, though we have to pay. :S practice will start soon, i hope. i haven't been updated. but, i know it's going to be soon. after exams, i bet.
to eyeteaserz, i'm sorry for now. i can't lend a place for practice. i'm sure you guys understand why and there's 50, 50 i might be joning this performance or not. that, i'm sure guys understand too. it'll be *something* if i shake my ass infront of crowds after what happened, but, i'll think about it. 'cause dancing is my life. even 'arimullah my dad supported me in this. i'll re-consider.

that's all for now.

yiena<3

*al-fatihah. may dad rest in peace.