yesterday, i sleptover at my cousin's. though i didn't really sleep. :S but uhh, i need to get my mind of things. 'cause, lately. life's being an ass to me. it saddens me. :( i just don't know what to do. but, having my cousins around kinda cheered me up a little. it's all worth it than crying. if only i can spill it out here, it would be much better. but, i just can't. i might dragged someone to my obstacles if i mentioned it in here and im not gonna do that. so it's better if i just keep it to myself though it fucking hurts me.

i misss youuuuuuuuuuuuuu. :( i wish i could've seen you longerrr. too bad, that was all the time we had until next time? *sigh* atleast, i got see you. heh. you're not around. :( it upsets me. :'(

i'm getting lazy each day since i got nothing to do. =\ matieeeeee, boringgggg!

okay so, whatever. imma have my dinner. toodles.

<3 yiena.

may dad rst in peace. *Al-fatihah.